The last Saturday of the Carnival :)

And here we are, few more days and the carnival is over.
We had the "Fatty Thursday" filled with doughnats,
we had The Last Friday,
we had The Last Saturday,
still Shrove Tuesday in front of us...
I spent those days with my friends, eating, drinking, eating and drinking :) I met people I was seeing not really often... Iza came for the weekend from Warszawa :) So not 'the last' but the 'first' time :) The city was full of people and full of life, although it was so cold outside, that I felt like staying home... But it was not allowed to miss a beer "in da city" this weekend :) I cannot wait the spring in here, when you can just go for a walk in Piortkowska and it is warm and nice. City is full of young people in the day and in the night time. There are "gardens" all over and when you feel like sitting for a while, you can just step by to have a beer there. I cannot wait the spring to come...

My Gosh, the crisis?

Have you ever felt OLD? Because I feel it today...
I have the feeling my body is old today... At least 300...
I was working the whole week, this weekend I have school as well (Sat - Su, from 9 a.m. till 8 p.m.) and next week horrible amount of work, then the feeling of time passing by while I should give to my professor the part of thesis, and study to the biggest and most scary exam during my studies, and the result - I am exhausted... my heart says YES to the party, my mind and body - NO... MIDLIFE CRISIS :P
So I am staying home... sometimes you have to... will write few more pages, read a bit and go to bed... Hope you have much more funny weekend, relaxed or marked by great party :) or both :)

Song for the night like this

I wanted to share with you one of my favourite songs... It was in my room in Lapinkaari, on my wall, above my bed :) Hope it tells enough...

This could be the saddest dusk
I’ve ever seen
Turn to a miracle
High alive
My mind is racing
As it always will
My hand is tired, my heart aches
I’m half a world away here
My head sworn
To go it alone
And hold it along
Haul it along
And hold it
Go it alone
Hold it along and hold, hold

This lonely deep sit hollow
I’m half a world
Half the world away
My shoes are gone
My life spent
I had too much to drink
I didn’t think
And I didn’t think of you
I guess that’s all I needed
To go it alone
And hold it along
Haul it along
And hold it
Blackbirds, backwards, forwards and fall and hold, hold

Oh, this lonely world is wasted
Pathetic eyes high alive
Blind to the tide that turns the sea
This storm it came up strong
It shook the trees
And blew away our fear
I couldn’t even hear

To go it alone
And hold it along
Haul it along
And hold it
To go it alone
And hold it along
Haul it along
To go it alone
And hold it along
Haul it along
And hold it
Blackbirds, backwards, forwards, and fall and hold hold

This could be the saddest dusk
I’ve ever seen
Turn to a miracle
High alive
My mind is racing
As it always will
My hands tired, my heart aches
I’m half a world away and go

There are many important words for me in that song...

You have to be patient...

Exams, exams... hopefully coming slowly to the end... that is why You have to be patient... will write here a bit more after this students' nightmare ;)