a little bit ... younger ;)

One more year... another summer in front of me :) New year, new beginning yes? Wondering what this year will bring... I made my wish, closed my eyes and blew candles... Hope it will come true...

How was the song?

"make a wish
take a chance
make a change...

take a risk,
take a chance
make a chance..."

I wish it to all of you...
Spread the wings and learn how to fly. Risk. Touch the sky. Every day is a brand new day :) Don't wait for the dreams to come true. Try to make them come true.
Our destiny is what we choose, not what is happening to us... This is what my friend told me once...
So... INTO THE SUN... feel the rush of the ocean, dare, dream the impossible dreams. Live "un dia normal" as if it was unusual, make a break from "everyday live", and ... enjoy the everyday life, since it is yours :) Because the life won't be waiting for you to live it. It might just pass you by... This is what I was told today by someone important. I want to share it with you :)

Polish Juhannus - Noc Świętojańska zwana Nocą Kupały

Polish Juhannus... The shortest night in a year... in a Slavic tradition night of Love and Youth... Night when girls make flower crowns, throw them into water and guys are trying to catch them - the girl whose flowers you catch is yours... ;) The night when you have to look for the fern flower, the flower that is abloom only during this short night... If you find it, it will bring you happiness and will make you rich... Sometimes, knowing the legend, I am not sure it was worth, but maybe... Myths are myths... :)
Midsummer, althoght the summer is just starting... My flower crown was caught ;) so this year might bring something new ;) Let's see :) We had lots of fun with my friends that night... Let's take it as a promising beginning ;)

UP(to)DATE

After a long long break... The Little Girl and her stories are coming back :)
First I want to tell you that ... I have my holidays now!!! I was looking forward to them so much... so very much... tired with work and studies, I was dreaming about days that I have nothing to do :)... well, almost nothing :) So... the academic year is over and I finished the work in the City's Centre for Health Prevention... I have also passed (hopefully...) my exams and now I am free like a bird :) Just the thesis, but who would remember about them when it's summer time, you have sun, the air is full of magic and summer smells, you can eat summer strawberris (mmmm) and just take time for you!!! :) that is what I wish to do :) Actually, while picking strawberries, I got a bit sun-burned... so I am pinky ;) what a great colour for a Cancer ;)
SUMMER... it even sounds nice ;) What are my plans... I am not sure YET... so I won't tell it now :) Tomorrow I am leaving Lodz... I am escaping a bit... I need a time for myself, a time to think of what I want and what I need... sometimes what we need is different then what we want, but I hope I can make it one... I can't wait tomorrow. Actually I can't wait many things... Did I tell you I am bad in waiting ;) Espacially for things I am not sure of, or when I have to make a decision or when... Then it is horrible :) Then I am escaping :) ;) (don't tell it to others please... if my supervisor would hear it, I would have to give up being psychologist ;) Escaping is not the solution!!!:)) Of course I am kidding ;)
This time I really need to go sailing... Feeling the wind in my hair, hearing the song of the boat when the wind is strong enough, feeling the power of water... I will tell you about it for sure!!! :)
The rest of the summer? Still a bit of mistery... maybe I can manage to go to Finland for Johanna&Mikko's wedding..maybe I go to England... maybe to the mountains in Poland... maybe .. maybe... maybe.... There was a wish that is not coming true, but there are other dreams that I might be able to turn into reality... Life's short, so maybe we just need to grab the moment and live it fully? Thinking takes a lot of time - the life can go through our fingers while we wonder and worry... So... So... Anyway, I am telling this to give a courage also to myself :) to believe into impossible dreams and make them true... ;)
So whatever happens my Friends... I wish you enjoy the summer fully... those few months we usually wait the whole year for... Use it like never before, because nothing happens twice... Don't miss a single moment :)

And I will tell you what is going on here :)

Treat me as an Angel and I'll be you lil' evil ;)

I am bad bad Girl... I know you are reading this blog and I am not writing... I'll put myself together now and TRY :)

So what is going on? I work with kids - every single day... and I am already a bit tired... but happy in the same time... Kids are amazing, just that if I could have bigger variety of the subjects we have workshops on... You know, every day I realise new things here... I am angry with the teachers that cannot see obvious things and treat kids in a bad way... I am happy with the teachers, that have this wonderful, warm attitude toward kids and make them feel important... I see that "bad-behaving and difficult" kids are often very intelligent and critical to what they see - they are not afraid to tell you what they really think... And it gives me lots of satisfaction when one single kid out of hundreds comes and tells, that you have changed something... Small things that you learn to appreciate... and small that makes you angry ;) just learning how to fight them ;)

I am studying to my exams now... So give me few more days of silence... Promise to be back here to tell you about the summer ;) And about some more things that are waiting in my heart and mind to be told ;)

Summer hugs since it feels like summer is back here... YUPI!!!! :)