UP(to)DATE

After a long long break... The Little Girl and her stories are coming back :)
First I want to tell you that ... I have my holidays now!!! I was looking forward to them so much... so very much... tired with work and studies, I was dreaming about days that I have nothing to do :)... well, almost nothing :) So... the academic year is over and I finished the work in the City's Centre for Health Prevention... I have also passed (hopefully...) my exams and now I am free like a bird :) Just the thesis, but who would remember about them when it's summer time, you have sun, the air is full of magic and summer smells, you can eat summer strawberris (mmmm) and just take time for you!!! :) that is what I wish to do :) Actually, while picking strawberries, I got a bit sun-burned... so I am pinky ;) what a great colour for a Cancer ;)
SUMMER... it even sounds nice ;) What are my plans... I am not sure YET... so I won't tell it now :) Tomorrow I am leaving Lodz... I am escaping a bit... I need a time for myself, a time to think of what I want and what I need... sometimes what we need is different then what we want, but I hope I can make it one... I can't wait tomorrow. Actually I can't wait many things... Did I tell you I am bad in waiting ;) Espacially for things I am not sure of, or when I have to make a decision or when... Then it is horrible :) Then I am escaping :) ;) (don't tell it to others please... if my supervisor would hear it, I would have to give up being psychologist ;) Escaping is not the solution!!!:)) Of course I am kidding ;)
This time I really need to go sailing... Feeling the wind in my hair, hearing the song of the boat when the wind is strong enough, feeling the power of water... I will tell you about it for sure!!! :)
The rest of the summer? Still a bit of mistery... maybe I can manage to go to Finland for Johanna&Mikko's wedding..maybe I go to England... maybe to the mountains in Poland... maybe .. maybe... maybe.... There was a wish that is not coming true, but there are other dreams that I might be able to turn into reality... Life's short, so maybe we just need to grab the moment and live it fully? Thinking takes a lot of time - the life can go through our fingers while we wonder and worry... So... So... Anyway, I am telling this to give a courage also to myself :) to believe into impossible dreams and make them true... ;)
So whatever happens my Friends... I wish you enjoy the summer fully... those few months we usually wait the whole year for... Use it like never before, because nothing happens twice... Don't miss a single moment :)

And I will tell you what is going on here :)