Thursday, February 12, 2009

The wind of change...


Norway... Surprisingly it was moment of change, the new beginning. Some kind of energy was in those mountains with snow, in this sea... Difficult to notice, quietly, something came and then created an avalange over last week. Was so emotional, that I still try to catch my breath, calm a bit, see where I am now... New job in a place I was dreaming about, new hope, new chance. Awaited for such a long time. And even more awaited Filip, small Angel that is here with us already. Closing the chapter that was not easy to close, with that so ironical job offer, like a cruel joke showing how perfect it could be in timing and how things solve themselves out, are prepared waiting for us to reach the moment to appear if we have trust and believe and not block ourselves by useless worrying. But also for that is a reason. - that came to me with frozen things and freezing words. New hair, new me, and new hope for new opportunity. New visit on a way, and... maybe that was enough, or maybe some more are coming. I believe that there are those moments of break-through, when there is inner energy inside us to change, those changes find us. Today a bit sad day, as Teddy Bear is leaving us. Will miss those mornings, talks, jokes, dances... will miss someone presence next to me, but the wind of change is blowing and you cannot stop it. Not only for me time to grow, time to move, time to catch new breath...